Saturday, November 21, 2009

How Great is that Darkness!

The art table remains open even during the teaching. On this night, I was reminded of what Jesus said in Matthew 6:23: "If...the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!"

This was the same night as I wrote about in the last post.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Perceptions

I recently had an extraordinary experience at the Art Table. Two young men were at the table facing me; one on my right and one on my left. The man on the left wore a hoodie with the hood drawn up over his head. He stared vacantly toward the floor, his eyes blinking slowly. He spoke almost inaudibly in a sing-song murmur to no one in particular. It was not the typical self-talk of a schizophrenic, he was telling stories of his experiences, but they were fantastical, eerie stories that couldn't possibly have been his own experiences, more like dreams or hallucinations. Without looking up at me he seemed to be speaking to me, responding to my under-my-breath comments. I found his presence distracting, the demonic nature of his one-sided conversation disturbing.

The young man on my right heard the other man say something about modern prophets which sparked a conversation with his girlfriend about other self-proclaimed "prophets" in modern times, explaining some of Paul's teachings about what prophecy really is. He is a new Christian being discipled by Steve Kimes and my husband. His face shone, his manner focused, intense and animated.

I was sitting before a blank paper, completely distracted, unable to focus on what I should paint. So I covered my face with my hands and began praying. Mostly that God would rebuke the spirit at work in the young man to my left, cause him to leave, or show me what I should do. I received a clear answer, "paint what you are seeing". Immediately I saw the images above.